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the only thing to be relieved abt is that i finally finished my composition.
HMP SIA = cancelled off my list of hmwk!
YES! and its threee pages.
whoohooo i rock. (:

(warning: the rest of the post is going to be frustrations and BLAH.
not interested dont bother to read. =X )

stupid html.
stooooopidddddddddddd exam stoopiidddd exam stooppiiidddddddd nanyang.
i cant take this stupid life in nanyang anymore.
stressed like nothing else.
I- CANNOT- TAKE- IT- I- AM- JUST- GOING- TO- DIE.
oh and my mum's intention was to let me swim in this sea of smart ppl and stress
with the NEW STOOPIDD SYSTEM : "teach less learn more".
AND YOU KNOW WAD
I DROWNED.
AT LEAST IM DROWNING.
SOMEONE SAVE ME BEFORE I JUST DIE.
teach less learn more = teach less learn NOTHING.
stooopiddddddd.
makes no sense.

and how can WE, sec ones do O LEVEL 10 YEAR SERIES?
seriously, it makes no sense.
and they expect us to like, what,
sit in class and dont understand because they teach so little
(fine maybe cos im not as fast as the other SMART ppl so i dont understand a thing)
and buy our own studying materials and study.
ITS RIDICULOUS.

BLAH IM STRESSEDDDDD
im stressed.
im stressedddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
blahs.
i hereby declare i am dead.
im going to be in sec 1 forever.
or get kicked to some stupid neighbourhood sch.
oh well WHATEVER
at least i wont be so stressed.
maybe the best solution for me is REALLY to transfer sch liao.

there is no hope for me.
i have NOTHING to look forward to in this world right now.
how pathetic can i be?
that's why i cant be happy, janabel.
you have ur ZHUOJING to see and BLAH.
im not gonna say more.